"Aria" by Richard Rodriguez
This text highlighted the experiences of a bilingual student in an American school. It was important for me to read as it provided insight on a topic I have no personal experience with. The description of the narrator's home life and how integrating English began to change the dynamic between him and his parents was powerful. This is something that teachers most likely do not take into account, and I admit, it is something I have not thought about before either. Rodriguez states, "After English became my primary language, I no longer knew what words to use in addressing my parents. The old Spanish words I had used earlier...would have been too painful reminders of how much had changed in my life" (37). An experience like this is important to take into account when working with young bilingual students. As educators, we have to be aware of challenges like this, and encourage students to hold onto their native language, their culture, and their connection to it all. This reading really showed how easy it is to lose those things. Something else that stood out to me from this text was how Rodriguez described his parents relationship and experience with speaking English. On one hand, it was extremely difficult for his mother, as she was "restless" and wanted to connect with her children. She'd try very hard to speak with her children and, "Hers became the public voice of the family" (37). Rodriguez's father "retired into silence," though his English "improved somewhat" (37). On page five of our reading, Rodriguez writes, "In Spanish, he expressed ideas and feelings he rarely revealed in English. With firm Spanish sounds, he conveyed confidence and authority English would never allow him" (38). This text is layered with lived experience and real struggles that occur all too often amongst bilingual families. Though learning English is essential for the success of Spanish speaking students at school, we fail to take into account how it may affect their home life and familial relationships. How can we bridge this gap?
Here is a link to an article addressing current issues in bilingual learning: https://www.idra.org/resource-center/current-problems-in-bilingual-education-part-i/